A couple of days ago I suddenly found myself thinking about the future, wondering what I was going to do now, and realizing that whatever it is would be very different to anything I might have been headed towards in my old life, before losing Daniel.
I'm not the same person, and my future is not the same as it would have been.
But thinking that made me realize that I've come out of numb survival and I am ready to live again. Funny, hadn't realized I was just surviving...
I feel good and I'm looking forward to the future now.
